Kenapa sejarah harus berulang dalam diri aku..u can call me paranoid..phobia...infact u can call me anything u like..but please not this thing again..aku baru sahaja nak belajar mengenali hati budi seseorang..then history strikes again....aku tak kata aku benci, jauh sekali nak salahkan takdir..but i'm scared..that is for sure..."awak" will leave me to Jeddah..for 2 years..really wish, i can go with him...tapi siapalah aku...i have to face the fact if this is the journey for us....i have no idea.,.why am i so sad...tapi bila ingat2 balik, this was what happened to me for 2 years and the half and B leave me for someone else..tak tau kenapa aku sangat takut...i cried the whole night....my eyes bengkak..dah 6 bulan aku tak menangis macam ni..semenjak "awak" hadir dalam hidup aku..but fate is still a fate...doa aku semoga " awak" buat yang terbaik dalam hidup dia...andai ada jodoh kami..InsyaAllah, we will be together..semoga aku sentiasa tabah dalam mengharungi suka duka hidup ini..amin...
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