Tiada lagi paksaan

mungkin betul cakap orang..jodoh mmg tak boleh nak paksa-paksa...and tak perlu nak kejar2...dia dtg sendiri...aku rasa banyak dah yang aku lalui berkenaan jodoh ni...sampai rasa phobia tu memakan diri...and sekali lagi jawapan berkenaan jodoh yang aku terima amat mengecewakan..sungguh, aku malas nak berharap dah...harapan aku disandarkan 100% kepada Allah semata...DIA maha mengetahui.....aku redha, mungkin belum tiba masanya untuk aku....niat yg satu berumah tangga keranaNya tetap aku sematkan dalam hati..walaupun aku tak tau siapa saja la yg sudi pada aku ni...jelesnya aku pada kawan2 yang lain, mmg aku tak nafikan..masing2 dah berumah tangga, dah beranak pinak pun..aku masih sendiri...terbaru jenna pun bakal berumah tangga...aku rasa aku dah penat menyuarakan suara hati aku pada si dia...tapi belum ada tanda2 dia sudi....sedih sgt....tapi aku pendam semuanya dalam hati...aku simpan sorang2 rasa sedih tu....aku takkan paksa dia lagi dah untuk bercakap mengenai masa depan..hanya doa dan harapan....usaha, doa dan tawakal...semoga Allh meredhai niat aku yg satu..menjadi yang halal kepada si dia...

happy birthday dearest chef!!!!!

it has been a while, i didn't update my blog...i failed to do so...because of my tight schedule(tipu!!!!..)...

by the way, Alhamdulilah..i managed to celebrate my m chef's bday yesterday...wanted to be the first one to wish him, i decided to celebrate a day earlier with him...syukur, after all semua yang dirancang menjadi..kredit to our akak artis @ hidayah for giving me awesome ideas..and Leman for his help...The suprised goes well and so does the makan part...

Mr Chef's surprised end up with a smile on his face..i could see how happy he was when he opened up his present..jeng jeng jeng..Alinea cook book..Thanks to Alia..jasamu dikenang beb.....and Polo black perfume (baught from saudi) for him...

After sending Leman back home..we decided to continue spending our romantic nite by visiting I-city, even i knew.that was not a really brilliant idea...somehow, i enjoy all the lights and entertainment around it...Alhamdulillah praised to Allah, for his blessing, rezeki yang murah and for the sweet relationship...may it last forever...InsyaAllah...i've taken some picts from the event..enjoy the show=)

 upacara potong kek!!

 suapkan....

 nak juga.....

cheese cake

alinea as a gift

excited!!!

sweet tak?

us

posing

i love u

yes sir!!!

Wow..amazing!!

I Do Love U =)

To my dearest fiancee to be...I Do...Love u...enjoy the song...;-*

happy birthday Dear self..!!!!!

Alhamdulilah, i'm finally 28 years old..

sounds so tua kan...and i celebrated it with family and my dearest sayang=)

i was so suprised for the super duper yummy cheese cake..I called it "The secret recipe cheese cake"

and DKNY perfume..tq so much for the lovely present..

To my parents that have been with me for the past 28 years...and to my dearest bie..THANK YOU..

a big hug for you guys...

i love u guys so much....

Enjoy the celebration =)

 Super duper yummy cheese cake made specially for me from my love chef...

 my super cute sayang with his cake

 present from him

sehingga menjilat sudu.

 saya mesti pilih=)

 budak comel

 budak baik

 pictures of budak jahat..

"open sesame.."......tq sayang...

Tolong bajuku sudah mengetat!!!!!!

Sah aku makin gemuk...

mana taknya, makan almost 24 hours...

giler, mesin pun tau berhenti..

and the best part is aku tak exercise lansung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ntah apa nak jadi ntah..

aku tak boleh nak tolerate bila baju2 aku dah mula tak muat..

serious semua org start cakap " eh, u dah gain weight semula ye?"...

arrrghhhhh tension....

despite all that, aku happy juga, mungkin juga itu petanda, aku sedang bahagia..ahaks...

bahagia membawa ke mengembang yer..ntah apa2 jer la cik Nurul..

apa aku merepek ni?

my next resolution, i have to reduce my weight using whatever methods i.e:

a) Exercise (pagi2 start at 6.30)

b) x makan sangat (curi2 makan org punya jer)

c) makan any supplerment yang boleh boost to reduce my body weight (jusmate, rx lite)..

ANYTHING.......ANYHOW....

bukan nak kurus sangat2, just nice untuk kembali semula ke bentuk asal....

kalau tak nanti susah nak cari baju pengantin (auuwww.....perasan!!!!!!, ada ke orang nak kawin ngn aku)?????

Ok Nurul Ain, slow down your food intake, 

exercise sebelum ke umrah ni, at least jalan kaki...

InsyaAllah, things will be in place...

Gambatte Nurul Ain....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cinta kita....InsyaAllah....

"Aku mencintaimu kerana agama yang ada padamu, jika kau hilangkan agama dalam dirimu, hilanglah cintaku padamu."
(Imam Nawawi)